A Whole New Feeling

~britt woss
A gentle smile.

True feelings finally expressed.

Hearts heavy with sappy happiness.

Strong embraces.

 

Hands are being shaken..

There’s nothing wrong with this picture.

Things are the way I think they should be.

I am feeling the once gaping hole, now fill.

I am excepted and wanted and needed by ones that were once distant.

Was it them or me ? The answer still is unclear and also unimportant, now.

It’s so nice to see their smiling faces and to know that I am one of them.

It’s no group of girls in high school.

It’s my family…

The ones I hold so very dear.

We are united once again without any fear..

We are what we should have been before..

Only, back then, I didn’t have the courage to say what was really going on in my head..

I just hide it all too well.

However, no one can know how you feel, if you keep everything to yourself…

The world doesn’t have to be so cruel.

No one HAS ย to be alone..

It’s what we chose.

We CHOSE to be alone when we don’t know how to say what we are feeling, when we are scared, when we are sad, when are confused.

We are HUMAN BEINGS.

We feel raw emotions.

They can grip us tenaciously until we’re choking for air and our knees are buckling underneath us..

But if we do not try..

If we do not attempt, how are we to be picked up again???

How can we be brought back to earth if we never let anyone in ??

I’ve learned the hard way that life might not give second chances.

People pass away; they go onto their next life.

They can leave at any given instant.

We have to embrace every instant we’re with them with open and strong arms.

We must NEVER forget where and who we came from..

Luckily, some of us, once we learn from our mistakes, get a second chance..

Others aren’t so lucky.

I thank GOD for my family.. I’d be nothing without all of you.. I love you all.. ๐Ÿ™‚

 

ps. everyone remember your mothers, yours sisters, your brothers, your cousins, you father, your grandmothers and grandfathers, your aunts, and your uncles…

my mother:

sisters:

brother:

( the one on the right ) but the one on the left is like a brother to me as well ๐Ÿ™‚

cousins:

no he’s not gay.. and he has a twin!

dad:

dad soaking his feet after work ๐Ÿ™‚

grandma:

grandpa:

aunts and uncles :

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