The Upside to Gravity

  Back flat on the mattress and my heart is pounding. I know it’s not a heart attack simply because this has been a frequent re occurrence and I’m still remaining. I’m here but sometimes barely. My reality is frightful at times because I’m not always in the actual state of so called “reality.” I…

The Night Whispers

Distant thoughts coming to the surface. I’ve finally found that piece of mind that has been avoiding me for so long. It’s been running so far to the back of my oldest memories. It’s gotten a little dusty. It’s a friendly little reminder, a ghost of who I used to be. I used to resent…

Let What’s Been Done Be Finished

Forgiven but you’re not forgotten because you just won’t let it die. Why are you still contacting me and pretending like you’re concerned?! I wish you could just realize that I don’t love you anymore. You had your chance and you blew it. You took all that I told you and let it into the…

Gone But Not Forgotten; Gone But Still Here

Outside of my head at this instant the trees are dancing in the flickering of car lights as we go whizzing past it’s so easy to forget in an instant everything regret.. not so easy these burning memories and images soar through my mind when I awaken anger, bitter, heartache broken and still smiling face…