You wake up to my crying eyes,
tears soaking your soft shirt.
I love you so much.
You can’t imagine why I cry,
when I’m looking into your eyes.
Our souls are meeting, again and again.
They’ve known each other before our bodies were even thought of.
You are someone I would never wish to replace.
I would do just about anything for you
to see into my mind.
Time triumphs but not over our intangibles.
Our souls are eager to move these bones,
They want to fly and love and dream, together.
Long walks take us back to remembering.
Who we were.
We changed history, somewhere,
You love me.
I hold onto this tenaciously
as the monsters in my mind aim to terrify.
You wonder why I look at you and cry.
I finally have someone,
a soul who can hold me back from the edge,
accept me when I’m weak.
You love me when I’m beautiful, ugly
and when I can’t access myself.
You have changed my mind a million times,
a million more than you would have believed you could.
For the first time, I trust effortlessly
that the demons are packing their suitcases.
They’re leaving the open windows,
diving down into their hellfire.
They can’t torture me.
No, not anymore.
Yes, I’ve done work.
Yes, GOD is the only one who can truly save.
I know this to be true.
You’re a part of my healing;
you’re my angel sent from god.