Did you ever wish you didn’t exist?I have. Do you ever wonder why you are the way you turned out?Do … More
Category: anxiety
Refracted Light Hold
Holding onto a prism of light, I’m on a writing roll with this grief, breaking things, leaving hidden marks on … More
Hoping
Waking up, my foot brace is off. My brave face is shattered, all strong thoughts were tattered. You’re in heaven, … More
Psyche Parade
I don’t want him to hear. This poor, disposable elephant on parade has been dancing circles off key for so … More
Dark to Light
You keep surprising me. I keep finding more fragments of your soul and mine. We’re intertwined. Our souls howl and … More
AN ArT-iN-tHis
There’s an art in this, a spectacular sight to see in your generosity. This damned place you’re finding yourself revolving … More
Stole Away
I’m stealing myself to the acrid but sweet.Taste.Liquid gold snaking down my throat,bitter moca, sweet mint. How could I be … More
Animated Inanimate
You’re inanimate.Imaginary guide, my invincible railing.You’re my glass slippers, transparent but unbreakable like titanium. With one look, one soft touch, … More
Sake of Saving
This post was inspired by my friend scrunchfoldington over at Lemon Stingray Blues. His post Negging, really got me in … More
Being Nine
I don’t have the minutes to spare.Time is running rare.I simply can’t give you a care. A passing glance.I’m over … More
If We’re Being Honest
I don’t stop,won’t give up on this, even if it hurts me in the end. Looking out towards the west,I … More
Alive
I hear this songmy world goes stillI hear your heart in your wordsand it plays into my blood.I cry and … More
To Be Dead
I’ll close my eyes this final time and whisper my goodbye.As I lie, laying prostrate, the sacrifice you chose.I’ll whisper … More
Visuals and Words
“It’s everywhere. It’s on the tv, our phones, in our papers. We can’t stop it. We can’t be quiet. I … More
Scare Me
You’ve been waiting for my slow body and mind to catch up to the signs you’ve been sending. My mind … More
Thoughtful Thursday
Yesterday was a rainy day bore, boring, the epitome of lame. Yesterday my finger ached and I was bandaged, branded … More
One
I really wish I could speak to you, get into your head like a mystery. I wish I could make … More
Vacant
You’re shutting your heart for the last time. I’m in this parking lot with a vacancy sign. There are so … More
When it’s Shady
Ambivalence, between me and myself, fix me on one set, one disposition. Rolling on wheels turning counter clockwise, all the … More
Social Alien
In some ways social, in some, not too much. This ambiance is pleasant but there’s little room. I want to … More
